My Recovery: Are You Kidding?


So the situation I discussed with many of you last November 22, see first and second posts on this, has come back to rear its ugly head in a most peculiar way.
As I may have mentioned, I have applied for a 3 month work/residential treatment program at another VA. I had my “intake” meeting with those folks on Tuesday. It’s not like most people get denied, especially when they are homeless. But, of course, I’m not most people.
Yeah. Well, seems the folks over at the Reach Program are concerned that if they let the other dude enter the program, that I am the one to start issues again. Are you kidding?! Basically, if you didn’t want to read all the previous drama, this zipper head threatened me over me not shutting a metal door! Now my eligibility might be threatened because they are thinking of allowing him into that program?
To be clear, he was booted out of this program for making the threat. That they are even considering this puke for re-admission after threatening a recovering alcoholic suffering from minor PTSD, is a joke! That they are still up in the air about letting me enter the program, is more of a joke!
I have been pretty straightforward regarding my issues integrating into this community. I guess the impression is that I can get–and I hate to use this psychiatrist’s term–“snarky.” Gee, I’m sorry I don’t lie down in the face of someone in my face. I am sorry I am not Mr. Congeniality while I fight a disease that has taken over my life since I was 18 (I’m 52 now).
And, to really add insult to injury, that punk has already been through the program TWICE! I have NEVER been in a treatment program, ever. I just don’t know. I must be one shit of a person if they are entertaining not admitting me into the program. Trust in this: If I do get denied, they haven’t really seen “snarky…”
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That’s my very question.. ๐ณ
I enjoyed it.. and my boggling buddy was upset ๐ญ because he didn’t get the feedback he expected..
And I found it to be very entertaining ..
so I REBLOG to get some views from my audience..
And he was very pleased ๐ to say the least
Hmm ๐..!!!! Used to be????
Is it your first name now???
Or maybe your last name…
mr…mmmm
I’m telling you…
They only push some father into their mess.. with their righteousness policies..
and then they are usually the first one to judge you for being who you have become ..
because of their choices not to help you when you seek it..
and was to change your habits..
Idk ๐…
so contradictory..
Fuckem I’ll get through. I’m a goddamn warrior
I can tell.. you are a soldier!!!
And I know you are going to beat this…
You will…
I already have๐
That’s really crappy… ๐
Primitive. I would give my right arm to see Snarky.
Oh boy, what’s that all about? lol
I wonder too.
you confuse me sometimes lol
Sorry
In a funny way
Oooooh boy… yassy….
I cantvmake make her out sometimes lol
Hahahaha ๐๐
She’s just trying to cheer you on and cheer you on..
She just wants you to smile…
No she wants me to get snarky, as the gay psychiatrist at the VA calls it. I don’t like that word
It’s an ugly word. Snarky, sounds like shit too
Lmao
11 hours ahead
Hmmmm
Why do you hurt me so? ๐ฃ
Hope it works out for you. Can’t believe that they are still up in the air about letting you enter the program.
Yeah, and some of these guys have been through 5-10-15 programs! I’ve never been. I keep to myself and just blog dammitt.
Annoyed for you, will be keeping an eye out for how you get on <3