My Ruminations: Friendship
Thought I’d create a new section of posts for my blog: Just Another Rumination. Simple thoughts and questions that sometimes enter and exit my overactive imagination.
So I’ve been at this particular facility for over two weeks. I am friendly towards my roommate, but we don’t go to chow together.
I am friendly to other residents, but I have no deep conversations.
I am congenial to everyone, I am not isolating, yet no one takes the time to even say my name.
Why the hell do I continue to struggle to make friends? What is it about my demeanor that prevents this from happening?
Everyone is so damn cliquey here. I am once again baffled by my inability to fit in. I’m exhausted in this concept.